I'm happy, can't you be happy for me too?

Here I am...another day or two or more gone and done. I'm still standing on my own two feet! Still not feeling like I'm losing my mind...although some day's are harder than others.

Lately, its' the love and support I've received...and NOT received. I can't remember (and really don't have the energy too check) if I mentioned that both my parents, have been my most active "anti" supporters through my life change. It's funny...neither one of them can stand the other, they both have had a few marriage/divorces under their belts...you would think they would be my biggest supporters. I'm not exactly sure their real reasons for not being on my side, not wanting to support my decision...I just know they don't, and show no signs of trading sides.

I can't change that...I don't really care to either. Unfortunately for them, I've received enough love and support from people that come as a complete surprise. I'm so filled with it, sometimes I can hardly contain myself. Too often, I've felt completely alone...maybe self inflicted, maybe not...This time is different. When I reach out, I get a hand..sometimes several of them. It's overwhelming.

I decided to delete someone I once called friend off facebook. I'm sure she'll be offended...but that's ok. I was a little offended when she went running to my ex telling him of inappropriate pictures I had posted of myself...that weren't really what she described. I let it go...but it's been months, and she still doesn't talk to me...so Bye bye. It has to be done. I don't have room energy or time to have people like that in my life.

It just boils down to this...some people just can't seem to be happy for those who seem to move
on with their lives after something like this. They can't seem to just allow someone to accept and move forward....Too bad. I like this moving forward....I left all the bad stuff behind me.




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