So Ready for a Change of Seasons

I can almost smell spring coming...Of course, around here it isn't out of the ordinary to still get snow in April. However, this year I am very optimistic that we will have a real spring...since we had a real Fall and a real Winter. I'm ready for it...It's time to see some color around here...enough of the greys and browns and muted dull lifeless colors.


As with the changing seasons...I am also looking forward to a little personal changes as well. I have set forth into the Universe a new vision of what I want from life this year. This time I'm taking control of things...and setting my sites on grand ideas. The bigger the goal, the bigger the reward. With as much growth as I have gone through this year, I still feel such a sense of being closed off and hidden. Like I've been hiding myself from the reality of what my life is right now.


Anyway...no more. I'm going to blossom into my own, just as the crocus do in the spring. Time for me to open my eyes...and my heart...and my mind to what my true reality is. In doing this, I feel it will give me clarity and focus to set me on my way to the life I dream of. One filled with love...and affection.

So....that's where I'm at. And yes, I'm avoid some personal topics I feel I am just not ready to address. Somewhere in my brain I feel a bit wishy washy and immature. Not sure what exactly is going on with it all...but when I do, I will share that as well.

I want to say thank you to those who send me private messages of encouragement and compassion...