I have such feeling of strength and perseverance these days. I'm making choices and decisions about my life that are leading me in the right direction...There are signs around every corner that the path I'm on is the right one. Time and time again I am reminded how strong I have become this last year...but...
There are so many moments I feel nearly paralyzed. A wave of overpowering emotion and fear. Reinforced by the stupid mundane mishaps of everyday life...Nothing major, nothing life shattering...just bit by bit my armour feels like it's being chipped away.
I'll never make it. I'll never be good enough.
These are not MY words...However they are words that have been embedded in my mind for my entire life. I struggle with those words knowing with every single fiber of my being they are not true. Once and a while...something gets through. Like a tiny speck of sand, into my unconscious and annoys my peaceful feeling until I give it just a moments attention. That's when it hits me...maybe it's true.
Ugh...I laugh. Really, I know it's not true. I know that I am capable of great things. I know my life and my path have not been in vein...and that my true calling is soon to be revealed. THAT I know is true.
I'm a work in progress...like most of us. I know that in order to truly appreciate the good things in life, we must have some bad. The trick is not to wallow in all the bad and let it infect our attitude. This is only a moment...and this moment will pass.
Patience...
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